Friday, October 24, 2008

Predicting the Future

I had a strange dream on Wednesday night that seemed all too familiar come Thursday night. I dreamt that two friends wanted nothing to do with me. They ignored me, they laughed at me, they hated me.

Thursday night that nightmare became a reality when our playgroup fell apart at the seams. Harsh words were exchanged, feelings were hurt, and tears were shed. I am in complete shock that this all happened. I guess all good things must come to an end.

For once I was relishing in the fact that I had real life friends that actually liked me. Friends that I hung out with on a regular basis and could talk to about anything. I do still have a couple left but it seems the rest have jumped ship... my friends always seem to do that. They always end up not liking me for one reason or another.

Oh well, I'll be moving soon anyways. I can make new friends that will only have to deal with me for 6 months. Short and sweet I guess is the way to go. No long term relationships for me. It's a wonder I'm still married.

8 comments:

mommyslittleblog said...

Bri- I'm so sorry, but hey you have us internet friends! I know it isn't the same though....I can definitely relate. I don't think I have had any 'real' new friends in a long long time. I am sure being a military mom is tough, moving so much. Of course, ya know your husband is sometimes the best friend to have because sometimes friends simply create more drama in the longrun. I have always related better to guys, so that never helped my friend situation out either. Don't let it get you down! I know it won't, you're too tough for that!

Bri said...

Thanks MommyVern! Im trying not to let it get me down, but sadly it does.

Mama to a diva said...

I'm sorry Bri. Relationships with other females can be the hardest. I hope you have a wonderful, happy, weekend with your beautiful family!

Tiffany said...

I'm still in shock too. Oh well we don't need fake people anyway. You still have me - and I know thats all that really matters to you LMAO. I guess our group motto of "only the strong survive" really was true!! It'll be ok girl - come to rucker after jackson and then you can be with me!!!

C. Beth said...

I'm sorry, Bri--situations like that can really rock your world.

Bri said...

Thanks everyone... you know Tiffany, I was thinking that same exact think yesterday about "Only the strong survive" I wonder if their new motto is "Only the strong quit"

Trace said...

Awww, Bri. That sucks. Move to PA and we can hang! : )

Becky said...

I'm a little late commenting, but better late than never, right? That sucks about your playgroup situation. I'm sorry to hear about that.